It's the train drivers I pity in that situation , I feel **** if I run a bird over , what it must be like to watch a human die when there's nothing you can do doesn't bear thinking about.
Enjoy your life while you can, too many people scrimp and save for a retirement they never reach, my old boss was lovely man , company car , house paid off decades ago , only ever went on holiday in the UK , must've been banking 70% of his salary, lived for rugby league , he was desperate to watch Wigan in Australia but couldn't bring himself to write the cheque , retired at 68 because he was forced to , didn't make it much past 70